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Selawat dan salam kepada Nabi Muhammad s.a.w, kepada para Rasul, Para Nabi, Para Sahabat, dan kepada mereka yang berjuang di jalanNya. Semoga kita termasuk dalam golongan yang diredhai-Nya.


Tuesday, July 15, 2008

CUCMS Orientation

Salams..
Orientation day... joyful days for me, hehe, (nvr been through any bad orientation, heard that matrics orientation were "killers" )
I really like orientation and hope this culture would never stop. Because to me orientation is a special "slot" for us to create a special bond between us, that is friendship. orientation also help us adapt to a new environment, to prepare ourself.
Here, at CUCMS, i've been through 3 orientations program. But the latest one ( for July intake 08) was the best. hehe, don even know why, but I feel very satisfy after seeing my groups, and others were talking, joking around as if thet knew their groupmate for a long time. For July orientation 08, I was one of the Orientation Facilitators (FO), and a lot of the July intake students were the same age or older than me. So this time I didn't experience the "funny feeling" just like I did for the May Intake 08. This "funny feeling" is because of some of them keep calling me "abang" and some even call me "Sir". Haha, really, never thought that ppl will call me by that. (Rasa tue plak, hehe).
Still remember the group cheer that I been through,

"S.E.V.E.N, Gooooo SEVEN!!!"
- this was the most simplest. hehe. because there were 7 of us in our group.

"H.O.T.T.O.G.O, Splendour is Hot To Go, Gooo Splendour!!"
- hehe, this was one "hot", the idea came from a girl in the group who was once a in a cheer leader. And the name was unforgettable by some of the FC, hehe, they say it sounded like "spender"

"Gambatte 8'chiban, Gambatte 8'chiban, we are no.1!!"
- This time, the idea came from all the groups member. Every one of them contributes something in every given task. I see this in other group as well, this is one of the reasons that I feel satisfy. hehe

Can't wait for my orientation day for MBBS next month. hehe. I want to call the FC, "abang" and "kakak" hehe.
Congrats to all July/May intake for 07 !!! don't think that you have wasted your time if you have failed to make it to MBBS, because everything that have happened have their purposes(hikmah)
. Just have faith. Because God will never burden his fellow who worship Him, a burden that they can't carry. for He is the most Gracious , The most Merciful.

Monday, July 14, 2008

My First Tag

Salams...
ish3.... I been tagged without being told. Only know when i open his blog, hehe. actually i been tagged trice!! by him. hehehe. But I don think i can answer all tonite. So leave another two for some other time. So here my first tag!!
Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What have you realised recently?

I reliased that i have change? because people been looking at me differently , is it because i have beard?? hehe

2. Have you given your first kiss away?

Oh, of course. hehe. My mum. my dad, my siblings and few same gender friends, but of course not on the lips. hehehe

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the blog buddies you would take with you? Why?Blog buddies?

Hm... no one i think, let me suffer by myself.(why bring others to suffer with u? but if there any volunteer its another case then)hehee.. ade hikmah tu kalo dah terdampar dkat ctu.hehehe

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

Mecca, wan to become a Haji.

5.if you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

To have faith as strong as Abu Bakar as-siddiq... really respect him.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Hm... nowadays, it's quite hard to see rainbow. even after rain or on wet weather. hm.. if God permits then there will be a rainbow anytime, anywhere.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?

My faith, My loved ones, My friends, then myself. hehe

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

Go to Mecca, contribute the money for His blessings and save some for me in case of emergency.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Hm... when I'm ready then i tell, hehe, but i confessed quite alot already...to my parents. haha

10. Best PC game that you have ever bought?

Hm... should be counter-strike, never get bored playing it. hehe

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

Hm...I'm a bit choosy... hehe, that means a lot of requirement. hehehe

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?

Hm.. backstabbers, people who like to control others, who think they always rite, selfish, and more... don dare to say much, maybe i'm one of those. hehehe

13. What is your ambition?

Oh, this one i haven plan yet. hehe. truk man.....

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

If i have faults? i would certainly tell them (if i know la), of course let them point me out, or the others would get the blame..

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?

hm..... only buy things that i need, but sometime I accidently buy things more than needed or thing that i don even use at all, just to satisfy myself( i know its no good, hehe). Is this considered shopaholic?? hehe

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.

Hm... Sleeping prince. Always sleep. hehehe.

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?

Self confidence. really lack of it.

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?

Another case of Anuar Ibrahim. What have he had done to deserve how he is treated now? Ujian dari Tuhan....

20. How do you feel now?

Hm... nothing?? hehe, i feel quite empty. Don know why, maybe because I don't have any plan for my 1 month holiday? hehe

Hmm...i tag, people who read this!!! be honest to urself!! or if u feel that u've done this tag, or you feel that this tag is not intresting, then , i'm not tagging you, hehe. ( ignore the instruction ) :)

-N.S.H-

Friday, July 11, 2008

untuk aku dan kamu

Fikirkan kembali, untuk apa kita hidup?, belajar?
Yakinlah bahawa Allah memberi kita ujian dan cabaran hidup supaya kita lebih bersedia,
bersedia untuk menghadapi dugaan hidup,
dugaan menghadapi sifat2 mazmumah manusia,
dugaan melawan bisikan syaitan dan nafsu.

Yakinlah Dia tidak akan memberi kita beban yang tak dapat kita pikulkan.
Yakinlah setiap yang melanda kita ada hikmahnya,
Berdoalah agar kita diberi hidayah,
agar kita dilindungi,
agar ditempatkan bersama-sama orang yang beriman,
agar disucikan, ditenangkan, dan dilapangkan dada dan minda,

Dan, janganlah kita berpaling tadah apabila menerima kebenaran,
janganlah melalaikan diri dengan melakukan perkara yang sia-sia,
janganlah meninggikan diri, merasakan diri lebih hebat,
janganlah mencela, membazir, dan berlaku zalim.

Ingatlah, kita sentiasa diperhatikan, setiap gerak langkah kita dihitung.
Kita tidak dapat lari dari berbuat dosa,
Kita sentiasa berkesempatan menghasilkan pahala,
Syaitan dan nafsu sentiasa mengintai peluang,...

Adakah kita ISLAM secara terpaksa atau secara rela?
Bangunlah dari tidur! Sedarlah dari termenung!
Jangan biarkan cita-cita itu suatu angan-angan.
kembalilah ke jalan yang lurus, ke jalan yang dirahmati-Nya,
ke jalan-jalan yang telah dilalui oleh kekasih -Nya,
sementara kita masih ade masa, sementara kita masih muda,
kerana sebaik-baik taubat adalah remaja yang bertaubat....

coldplay-fix you

When you try your best, but you don't succeed...
When you get what you want, but not what you need...
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep...
Stuck in reverse...
When the tears come streaming down your face...
When you lose something you can't replace...
When you love someone, but it goes to waste...
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below...
When you're too in love to let it go...
If you never try you'll never know...
Just what you're worth?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from the mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Gembira + Sedih + Risau

Wuw, aku dah balik S'wak, dan kali ini ntuk sebulan, bukan seminggu. Sudah lame sangat rasanya berada dkat tanah semenanjung. Banyak bende dah target nak dibuat waktu cuti ni, dan ak akn cube usaha tuk mencapai target tu. Biasala manusia, cepat lalai, kate nak buat, last2 tak buat2. hehe, (sendiri terasa) ngan slalu tangguh2 kerja ( ni lagi la). hehe. Hm.. ak rasa nak kongsi skit citer yang agak menarik ni. hehe

Ahad malam tu, ak dah siap kemas sumer baju dalam beg2, dan ak rancang nak kemas bende2 lain tu isnin pagi and berangkat kol 2 dari cyberia sbb flight ak kol 5 ptg. So, ak pun tido la malam tu, sebelum tido set alarm kol 6, nak bangun pagi.

Bangun2 je pagi tu bukan kol 6, tapi kol 11!! adeh!, dengan penuh perasaan geram, ak tngk balik alarm yang ak set. Chit!, ak mmg set kol 6, tapi 6 petang. cuai tol. nape la ak tak perasan a.m ngn p.m tu. So ak bangun trus cpat2 kemas, letak sumer bende dalam kotak, dan selotape sesedap ak. hehe

Dah siap kemas barang sumer, tinggal lagi nak kemas rumah , hehe, mmg tak payah citer la, rumah budak bujang la katakan. hehe, kemas punya pantas pun tak sempat, house inspector dh sampai nak check ape yang rosak kat rumah. Masuk2 je trus tepuk dahi sambil gelak, "aduh, pening kepala aku" , pastu tanya kitorang , sempat ke korang nak kemas rumah ni lagi dalam sejam nih? aku senyum lebar je, hehe. mmg sumer tau tak sempat nyer, so bab2 membersihkan rumah tu diserahkan jer la kat cleaner.

Kitorang pun dah putus asa nak kemas rumah tu, so lepas house inspector dah pg, kitorang duduk lepak2 kat bawah, sambil main kad, makan kacang and citer balik kenangan masa mule masuk CUCMS ni, masuk rumah, masuk bilik. huhu, mmg lawak.

Lepas tu kitorang sume siap sedia baju and tuala sbb nak tumpang mandi rumah classmate kat ctu, sbb rumah kitorang takde air, tangki overflow sbb pelampung tangki tu pecah. abis mandi sumer, tngk2 jam dah pukul 3 stengah. abis~~ , then salam2 sebelum ak pergi airport.

Kawan ak tumpangkan ak pg airport, masa bertolak tu kol 3:45. kaunter check in kat airport tutup 45 minit sebelum masa flight, so ak kene sampai kol 4:15, hehe, hanya Tuhan jer tau mcm mane gelabah nya ak. dah la kitorang tak sure lagi jalan nak g airport L-CCT tu. bertambah gelabah la ak.

Sampai je kat airpot tu dalam 4:20, ak trus amik beg yang ak nak letak dalam kargo tu trus lari pg kaunter check in, sampai je kat kaunter tu, dah takde orang berbaris, pegawai yang jage kaunter tu pun dah berdiri tngk2, mcm nak tutup kaunter je, nasib baik ak sempat. Pastu ak jalan balik pg kete amik barang yang lain. beg galas ngan 2 kotak, kotak yang diamanahkan untuk ak bawak pulang ke kuching. Lepas amik barang tu, salam2 la ngan kawan yang anta ak tu, then die trus kan perjalanan nak anta sorang lagi kawan ak.

Then, mase nak masuk ke gate menunggu, ak kene tahan, die kate "Dik, kotak tak dibenarkan untuk hand luggage, kalau nk bawak kotak, kotak kecik jer boleh. Kami menghadkan seorang penumpang membawa satu je hand luggage". ntah nape, ak tersenyum kejap, tersengih. hehe.
Ak tanye 3-4 soalan kat pegawai tu then trus kol balik kawan ak tlg dtg balik simpankan kotak tu untuk ak kejap, sbb mase ak check balik kaunter check in tu, dah tutup, so tk bleh la letak kotak2 tu dalam kargo. Pastu bagitau mak ak yg kotak tu tak lepas, dan tak dpt la nak bawak balik kuching.

Dah lepas masuk gate menunggu tu, ak rasa letih gle sbb bawak kotak tu lari sana sini, ak pun pg la bli air kat ctu. masa nak beratur bayar tu, name ak kene panggil. hehehe, " kepada penumpang Noor Shaafi Hazie Musa, sila laporkan diri di pintu menunggu 8" ak tersenyum lagi dpn kaunter bayar tu, sbb ak tringat balik name ak pernah kene panggil gak masa nak balik raya,sbb tertido di luar gate menunggu. hehe. nasib baik terbangun.kalo tak, raya kat cyber je la. lepas bayar tu trus cepat2 gi gate 8. dan slamat sampai S'wak. hehe

Masa salam2 dgn sahabat2 ak tu, ak rasa sedih, ngan sebak, tapi ak tahan, tapi rasanya diorang perasan kot, diorang kate " ala... sebulan je, pastu jumpe lagi" hehe. And walaupan ak gembira yang ak dah dkat rumah, ak risau, risau ak hilang pegangan agama.. sbb gaya hidup adik bradik ak lebih kurng dengan ak sebelum ak disedarkan, sebelum ak dibimbing oleh rakan2. Sbb masa di cyberia, ade je yang sentiasa mengingatkan ak di kala ak lalai, "shaafi, dah solat blum?", dan kitorang saling mengingatkan. Sentiasa ada masa yang ak keliru, dan bincang ngan diorang pasal agama. Tapi kat cni, ak ajak solat, ade je alasan, Ak risau, kalau ak lalai, siapa nak ingatkan ak, parents ak cbuk kerja, ak risau, kalau ade persoalan, dengan siapa ak nak tanya, ak risau masa dihisab nanti, ak ditanya "mengapa kau tidak mengajak orang lain kearah kebaikkan?"dan yang paling ak risau ialah terpengaruh dan kembali ke jalan hidup ak yang lama. Ak berdoa agar ak tak kembali, agar pendirian ak teguh, agar ak dapat mempengaruhi yang lain. Ak harap dalam sebulan ni ak dpat bagi diorang contoh yang baik, agar kitorang sama2 sedar. tlg doakan ak....