Masa dan Internet

Salam.
wah.... cpatnyer masa berlalu, pejam celik pejam celik je dah tinggal seminggu lagi cuti nih.
hari pun berlalu cmtu je. hm..... terfikir gak aku mcm mane mase tu berlalu tanpa disedari. bangun pagi ( kol 10 la.... takkan la kol 7,hehe) -N.S.H-, pastu. sedar2 je dah jam 10 malam. lepas tu ckp2 ngan family skit, main laptop kejap, then tngk jam balik, uih! dah pukul 2? . setiap hari pun mcm tulah jadual ak. nmpaknya aku tidak mengambil kesempatan yang penuh terhadap masa yang ada. walaupun ak cube mengisi masa tu dgn melakukan aktiviti yang ak rasa bergune untuk diri, tapi ak lebih bnyk kepada kelalaian.
dan punca utama kelalaian ak adalah internet. hehe. internet rumah ni mcm chipsmore, kejap ade kejap takde. so kalau ade tu ak "bantai" la cukup2, kadang2 tu sampai internet tu putus. nampak je ade internet, ak trus switch on laptop yang usang nih. ( ade sahabat ak menyarankan ak beli je laptop baru. weh. laptop ni banyk brjasa ngan ak, ak takkan tuka selagi tak rosak, sayang... hehe)
walaupun keyboard ade 'sengal' skit, tapi bak kate orang bule " I can live with that". hehe.
sambung balik citer tadi. jadi, kekadang ak fikir balik, ape yang ak dah buat cuti ni. mcm mane masa trus maju dan ak masih berdiri di tempat same atau mungkin jgk ak dah berundur beberapa langkah. Ini menyebabkan ak terfikir, oh, ak dah jadi hamba kepada internet, hal2 dunia. innalillah.....
InsyaAllah, mulai skarang, ak akan trus lagi berusaha, kurangkan internet, and tido awal. hehe sbb Rasulullah tidak suka bercakap2 selepas waktu isya' (kecuali hal2 berfaedah), baginda biasanya tidur pada waktu itu dan bangun di awal sepertiga malam.
Jom, kita sama2 hargai masa dan gunekannya sebaik mungkin!!

"orang yang berjaya, hari ini lebih baik dari harinya semalam, orang yang terpedaya, hari ini sama seperti harinya semalam dan orang celaka hari ini lebih teruk dari hari semalam"
[Dato' Fadhilah Kamsah]

ternyata ayat ini datangnya dari hadith Rasulullah.

Ingatlah, Apabila kita mengejar dunia, dunia akan lari, tetapi apabila kita mengejar akhirat, dunia pula yang mengejar kita .
Yang baik itu dari Allah, selainya dari ak.

2nd Tag

Huh, Naveen, u really done it this time, panjang giler ...... hehe. takpe2. Nanti kene bayar eh Naveen?? hehe

rules that can be ignored:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 02:51 pm

Name: Noor Shaafi Haziq B Musa

Sisters: 2

Brothers: 1

Shoe size: 9

Height: 173 cm ( hehe, this is taken when i was in form 5)

Where do you live: Kuching S'wak!!

Favourite drinks:
Milo, teh 'O', sky juice, juices, . dislike coffee and anydrinks related to its tatse, except for mocha with lots of creams. hehehe. mmg kencing manisla jawabnyer.

Favourite breakfast:
Hm..... it's been a long time since I had my last breakfast. hehe. anything will do.

Have you ever been on a plane?:
Hehe, always now and always will be. been traveling to peninsular and borneo quite a lot. next month gonna fly back to kl, for mbbs registration. can't wait.

Swam in the ocean:
?? Naveen rite, who would want to swim in the ocean? there better places to swim , swimming pool, beach...etc hehe

Fallen asleep at school:
hehehe, about this... shhh.....

Broken someone's heart:
hm.... don't know about this, maybe? but i hope i din't. they understand me.

Fell off your chair:
I din't literally fell off my chair, because i din't sit on it. my friends pull the chair without i knowing it, so there u go. *bash!!* hehe.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
hm..... waited for a reply msg, but not all nite waiting for it. fell asleep.... hehe

Saved emails?
I really hate to delete any emails or msg that i got. not because of i'm lazy, just dont feel rite to delete it. hehe. even now i got 2ooo+ emails in my mailbox.

What is your room like:
hm... just a simple room. the usual color, two beds , a study table, and lots of other stuff that is not mine, just because my room have lots of empty spaces, alot of things help fill up the spaces. hehe. and of course, u know how teenage boy room looks like. hehe

What's right beside you:
Handphone, a bottle of water, wallet, plastic glass and a table fan.

What is the last thing you ate:
Laksa S'wak this morning. hehe.

Ever had chicken pox:
yup. together with my siblings.

Sore throat: still have it. come to think of it, its been a month plus.

Stitches:
Yup, fell of on my head while I was " reversing" (walking backward) . the hair near the stitches area wont grow.

Broken nose: haven.

Do you believe in love at first sight:
Hm... nah... can't just judge ppl by their looks.

Like picnics:
hm.... ok la, quite enjoyable especially with lots of friends.

Who was, were the last person you danced with:
hm.... hehe, my housemate at cyberia. he's my fav dance partner. haha

Last made you smile:
Hm.... chatting with some one who doesnt know who I am, cause I add her without telling her.

You last yelled at:
Hm.... don't remember. If at cyberia, yelling is normal. not yelling is abnormal. hehe

Today did you:

Talk to someone you like: yup.
Kissed anyone: nope
Get sick: still on sick mode.hehe
Talk to an ex: ex what? school mates? yup. tution mates? yup, exgf? nvr.
Miss someone: yup, alot of ppl. including u. and couple of long lost friends.

Eat: just breakfast. nothing to eat for lunch.
Best feeling in the world: achieved something that I targeted.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals:
yup, was to sleepy, so just sleep on the sofa with some stuffed toys on it. quite comfy. hehe

What's under your bed:
hm... traveling bags and it's certainly not mine. a long stick (dont know where it came from) and school bags.

Who do you really hate:
ppl with too much negative attitudes, such as, backstabber...etc.. hehe dont dare to type to much about this.

What time is it now?: 03:27

Random:

Is there a person who is on your mind now:
yes. just receive a msg from her.

Do you have any siblings:
ask ur self.

Do you want children:
hm... of course but if He's willing to give me some.

Do you smile often:
I'm smilling now. hehe

Do you like your hand-writing:
yup,the letter is randomly in size, and always flying here and there. hehe .and its quite small.
Are your toe nails painted:
will nvr.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in:
Hm... any ppl that I know. if they wouldn mind

What color shirt are you wearing now:
grey, like this color for my shirt.

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday:
praying.

I can't wait till:
I'm living in "kesederhanaan" dont know what the word in english.andhaving a lovely family. hehe

When did you cry last:
shh.....

Are you a friendly person:
hehe. again, ask ur self.

Do you have any pets:
yup! really like cats and fish. but the fish died just before my holiday. and really miss the cat.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?:
shh......

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now:
yup, she means a lot to me. she had brought me to this world. haha

Do you sleep with the TV on?:
hm... not a tv type of person. only watch when there are ppl watching.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
yup, even crawled under bed, table, and any place crawl- able, u name it. hehe

Can you handle the truth?:
Yes, waiting for it.

Are you too forgiving?
hm... not too forgiving.

Are you closer to your mother or father?:
My mum. my mum, my mum then my father. hehe

Who was the last person you cried in front of? The vet ?
hm... parents i think.

How many people can you say you've really loved?:
hm... uncountable..

Do you eat healthy?:
hm.... not really, just eat anything till my stomach is full.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?:
hohoho, don have any ex. or someone may consider me as ex? shh,..... hehe

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
hm... nope. only cried for something that someone done for me. Im quite sensitive

If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
God.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
hm.. in between

Are you confident?
lack of it. but i'm on my way.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

1. woah. hm studying at SRB chung hua. used to play hide and seek, running here and there, and lots of other common school kids activity. Have very good imagination when I was 9, even a plastic chair can be my toys. hehe

2. living at my previous house. A quaters. wooden plank house, with lot of tree surrounding it. So, play kite and shooting birds alot back then cause my neighbor is Iban. And my Mum says it was hunted after a big tree fall on our store house. everyone of my family was disturbed, even my aunt who lived with us(even now She is), but I nvr disturbed by it. there was one, my sisters, cousin and my maid, were all scared and were hugging themselves on a corner of a room, and I'm standing in the middle of the room feel a bit confuse seeing them like that. Should i joint them or just continue with my business. hehe

3. Wrestling!! with cousins!! everytime there's a family gathering. we will empty up a space for us to play. some times the adult provide special place for us for wrestling. haha. miss those time.

4. Playing with cat every day after schools. a wild cat from the 'jungle' behind my old house. miss it too, because the cat was quite intelligent.

5.play basketball almost every school days. these game famous among the chinese. (not being racist, its a fact!!) hehe


5 things on my to-do list today:

1. read a book.
2. Watch a movie
3. to finish this tag, naveen, u really asking for something.... hehe
4. memorize something. hehe
5. sleep early, at least before 2. hehe.

5 snacks I enjoy:

1. super ring
2. forgot the name of the snack, but it's potato.
3. "crunch" ice-cream
4. the 20 cents snacks.
5. coated peanuts. (the green with white color )

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

1. live a good life
2. buy my dream car. hehe. not asking much, the new honda civic will do.hehe
3. open up a hospital, with my name "N.S.H" hehe
4. buy a bigger house, i find that my house is quite small for a family of 6 + 2
5. help others.

5 of my bad habits:
1. sleep late
2.procrastinating works
3. lazy to make beds.
4. lazy to read newspaper.
5. you tell me. hehe

5 places I have lived in:

1. petra jaya kuching
2. L-CCT, and KLIA
3. Sabah
4. Cyberjaya
5. Penang

5 jobs I've had:

1.a believer
2.student
3. a friend
4.a son
5. a brother


Woah!! at last!! finish!! and now it's 4:15. time flies when u answering tags.... haha

Rintihan hati

Malam semakin lewat,
persekitaran kian sepi,
mereka lena dibuai mimpi,
sedang aku berbaring rimas,
diatas katil dan bantal yang selesa.

Sukar bagiku melelapkan mata,
kerana fikiran tidak tenang,
mengenangkan diri yang banyak berdosa,
sengaja berdosa dan tidak.

Sebak didada tiada tertahan.
badan bergetar kerana ketakutan,
sakitnya hati bagai direjam,
kerana diri merasakan kemurkaan-Mu.

Ya Allah ya Rabbi,
aku takut akan Kamu,
aku tidak ingin dimurkai-Mu,
tidak ingin dibutakan-Mu.

Tetapi aku ingkar padaMu,
selalu saja berbuat dosa,
walau sedar diri diperhatikan
oleh Engkau yang Maha Melihat.

Aku sering melafazkan taubat,
tetapi aku tetap ingkar,
aku sedar perbuatanku salah,
tetapi tetap aku teruskan.

Mengenangkan dosa-dosa yang lepas,
bagaikan butiran pasir di pantai,
badanku lemah jiwaku merana,
Tuhanku, maafkanlah daku..
aku takut seksaan neraka-Mu,
aku idamkan nikmat syurga-Mu.

Aku berjanji akan berusaha,
menjadi muslimin yang bertaqwa,
tetapkanlah iman dan pendirianku,
bantulah aku dalam perjalanan.
kerana aku tidak berdaya,
meneruskan hidup tanpa kasih-Mu.
kerana aku ingin menjadi kekasih-Mu...

"Ya Allah,
sungguh aku berlindung kepada-Mu dengan ridha-Mu dari murka-Mu,
dengan kemaafan-Mu dari azab-Mu,
dengan keutamaan-Mu dari kejahatan siapa pun selain-Mu,
dan Engkau dari Engkau sendiri,
Sungguh aku tidak dapat menghitung pujian atas diri-Mu
sebagaimana Engkau sendiri yang memujinya"
-[ Aisyah Radhiyallahu 'anla meriwayatkan, bahawa Rasulullah pernah membaca doa ini sambil menangis ketika sujud menunaikan sembahyang malam ]-

Aku Penglipurlara

Salam,
terlebih dahulu salam dan selawat ke atas nabi junjungan kita, Muhammad s.a.w. kalau tidak kerana baginda, kita mungkin tidak dilahirkan Islam dan mungkin masih dlm kekufuran.

Ntah nape ak nak tulis post ni, mungkin sbb komen dari sahabat ak tentang blog ak. katanya seperti sebuah diary, perjalanan kehidupan seseorang. Mendengarkan komen ni, ak sendiri pun fikir, nape eh ak tulis pasal diri ak? nape ak tak cerita pasal orang lain?

Last2 terjawab jgak persoalan tu, ak menulis pasal diri ak sbb ak merasakan ak tak layak kritik orang lain, menasihatkan orang lain, menyeru orang lain kearah kebaikan, sbb ak sendiri bukan hebat mana pun, bukan baik mana pun, bukan alim sangat pun. ak sedar yang kita tak patut kritik atau nasihat orang lain drpd berbuat sesuatu.
cth: menasihat orang pg sembahyang, tapi sendiri tak sembahyang lagi. kate orang sembahyang tak betul tapi kita sendri sembahyang lagi tak ikut tertib. sbb tu la ak sering menasihatkan diri ak dan orang lain dgn menggunakan perkataan "kita" dan bukan "kamu, kau, "

ak sedar bende ni bila ak terbaca tafsiran ayat ni,

"patutkah kamu menyuruh manusia membuat kebaikan sedangkan kamu melupaka diri sendiri, padahal kamu membaca kitab. Tidakkah kamu memikirkannya? "
-[2:44]-

janganlah kita berpaling daripada kebenaran apabila ianya sudah berada di depan mata kita. kerana ianya adalah perbuatan golongan yang mementingkan diri sendiri. mereka takut kalau mereka menerima kebenaran ini mereka akan berada dalam kerugian. sesungguhnya mereka itulah dalam kerugian jika mereka mengetahuinya.

Ak tak nak tulis perihal orang lain sbb ak takut ak terbawa2 dan trus menceritakan keaiban orang lain, menyakitkan hati orang. bende ni slalu berlaku kat ak waktu bercakap, tgh ckp pasal seseorang, tak lame pastu, tajuk perbualan berubah jadi kritik mengkritik. Huh bnyk dosa tu...

"Dan sesungguhnya Allah telahpun menurunkan kepada kamu (perintahNya) di dalam Kitab (Al-Quran), iaitu: Apabila kamu mendengar ayat-ayat keterangan Allah diingkari dan diejek-ejek (oleh kaum kafir dan munafik), maka janganlah kamu duduk (bergaul) dengan mereka sehingga mereka masuk kepada memperkatakan soal yang lain; kerana sesungguhnya (jika kamu melakukan yang demikian), tentulah kamu sama seperti mereka. Sesungguhnya Allah akan menghimpunkan sekalian orang munafik dan orang kafir di dalam Neraka Jahanam."
[4:140]

Sememangnya kita manusia, tidak dapat melarikan diri daripada menceritakan hal2 orang lain, menceritakan keaiban seseorang, kecuali orang yang kuat iman dan pegangannya. kenapa kita perlu menceritakan keaiban orang lain, padahal ade banyak lagi tajuk perbualan lain yang jauh lebih berfaedah. apa yang kita dapat dari berbuat demikian hanyalah mengurangkan pahala dan mendapat dosa yang banyak. Innalillah....

Semoga kita diberi kesedaran oleh Allah s.w.t, supaya kita tidak tergolong dalam golongan yang saling membenci, saling berdengki, dan bersifat "talam dua muka". Sesungguhnya Allah mengasihi umat-Nya yang menyambungkan silaturahim, yang adil dlm membuat keputusan, yang menjaga pertuturan katanya, yang sentiasa bertasbih kepada-Nya.

Jagalah perlakuan kita kerana Allah tidak sekali-kali lalai dari amal perbuatan kita.

Ak menceritakan ttg diri ak juga atas sbb ak ingin berkongsi pengalaman yang ak lalui, bende yang ak pelajari, yang boleh menyedarkan diri ak dan orang lain. Marilah kita bersama mengingatkan antara satu sama lain, sampaikan ayat2 Quran, hadith2, supaya kita sedar akan kesalahan yang telah kita lakukan yang selama ini kita merasakan ianya adalah perbuatan yang betul.

Dari Abdullah bin ‘Amr r.a., Rasulullah s.a.w.bersabda, “Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun satu ayat..!

"dan janganlah kamu mencampurkan yang benar dengan yang batil, dan janganlah kamu sembunyikan kebenaran itu sedangkan kamu mengetahuinya"
-[2:42]-

sekali lagi, janganlah kita berpaling dari kebenaran.

" alangkah jahatnya (tindakan) mereka menjual diri sendiri dengan mengingkari (Al-Quran) yang diturunkan Allah disebabkan hasad dengki, bahawasanya Allah melimpahkan kurniaNya kepada sesiapa yang dikehendakiNya dari kalangan hamba-hambaNya. Maka mereka mendapat kemurkaan yang berlipat ganda. Dan bagi orang-raong kafir itu seksaan yang hina"
-[2:90]-

Sekian, jika terdapat sebarang kesalaha dalam post ak ni tlg komenkan. Semua yang baik itu dari tuhan dan selainnya itu dari diri ak sendiri.

Sorong papan tarik papan,
buah keranji dalam perahu,
menimba ilmu untuk masa hadapan,
supaya hidup lebih maju.

dua tiga kucing berlari,
mana nak sama si kucing belang,
dewasakan diri setiap hari,
supaya hidup aman dan tenang.

yang putih itu kundi,
yang merah itu saga,
janganlah asyik menghibur diri,
menunding jari tiadalah pahala.

Pisang emas dibawa berlayar,
masak sebiji diatas peti,
dosa kecil boleh dibakar,
dosa besar dibawa mati.

Hanya Jauhari mengenal Manikam,
adakah Manikam mengenal Jauhari,
murahkan hati memberi salam,
hidup berpuak tidak dirahmati.

siakap senohong gelama ikan duri,
pantun nasihat dari Noor Shaafi.
copyrite ni... hehehe.-N.S.H-